My name....i cant tell you my real name..I'm so paranoid of him that i refuse to put up my name. The name everyone knows me by is "CrazyCircus". Anyone who has tried to ask me what my name is, i completely refused or changed the topic immediately...so paranoid...But! I can tell you my other information.
Like i said i go by as CrazyCircus. My sex is Female, eye color is blue, my natural hair color is brown. What i do for a living? I research about monsters, theories, and write about them...to show my opinion with others and share the same thoughts. Good idea right?..Wrong!..Because of my non-stop research, i know more stuff than i should know...stuff i shouldn't know...ill tell you what happened...don't think I'm crazy afterwards...
It was a very dark, depressing night. Very gloomy as i remember. I was up in my room alone. As usual. By myself all the time, i do research, on...about everything. I find stuff and write them down in my notebooks. I have so many notebooks, i sometimes get confused on which one was i writing in...Like i said, i was researching stuff for my previous Jeff The Killer blog. To me it seemed like a normal night. Everything was quiet. The only thing i could hear was the sound of my fingers tapping the keyboard and the scribbling of my pencil against my notebook. Everything was still. So very still. As i was writing down some notes, it hit me!.....Never before have i felt this, but a bad feeling in my stomach just hit me...No, it wasn't due to sickness..it was that feeling whenever you know something bad is gonna happen. I dropped my pencil and looked around the room. I didn't have any lights on, only the dim light from my laptop was shining, so it was very hard to see. I reached over to turn on my lamp, but for some reason it wasn't working. I kept trying to cut it on, getting more anxious every time. I finally pulled the light bulb out and put it back in... then it worked. I skimmed around my room and saw nothing out of the ordinary. I inhaled deeply and let out a nervous laugh. Thinking to myself, i was just getting worked up for nothing..i relaxed my tensed body and went back to my writing. But again...something wasn't right. It was still too quiet. And....it bothered me. Usually i wouldn't get so paranoid of nothing but this time, i was...Oh how frightened i was at the time....I was acting like i was afraid of my own shadow. I tried convincing myself it was nothing. But i still had that voice in the back of my head....whispering very faintly..."you're not alone"..By that time i was freaking out. But contained my posture and sat still. All of a sudden i hear a loud crash coming from outside my bedroom door. I froze completely. I didn't know what to do...
I didn't have any sort of gun, or baseball bat in my room, so i grabbed the other lamp i had beside my bed ready to bash someone in the head. I knew i should've called the police but i wasn't thinking straight at the moment. I walked to my door, and put my hand on the doorknob...ready to open it. My hand was literally shaking. I didn't want to open the door but i knew if i didn't, i would never see the end of it....I took a deep breath and open the door quickly, raising the lamp end in the air...My heart was pounding so fast i could hear it in my ears. I could feel the sweat running down the back of my neck...someone was here...I knew it!...I turned on the hallway light. Nothing. Too scared i retreated back to my room and slammed the door, locking it. As i was standing at the door...i heard footsteps....they were coming to my room....all i heard was the haunting echo of the footsteps. I made sure the door was locked and stood there....Motionless. When the footsteps finally stopped at my door, there was a moment of silence...Silence...the one thing that scares me the most...even though its so quiet, it feels like its screaming at you. I felt someone bang slightly on the door, as if they put there fist on it...I swallowed my scream for help and stood there...Then a soft moan whispers through the cracks of the door...so softly...but yet so deadly..."Go..to...sleep..." My eyes started filling up with tears as those three words filled my head....I heard the footsteps go back, and slowly fade away. The hairs on my arm were sticking up as i shivered in fear..
I didn't leave my room for a day or two. Didn't sleep that night. I kept my door locked. I'm afraid every night now as i fall asleep...wondering..when i wake up, he will be there...smiling right back at me....
So there you guys have it.. Thanks for reading. -CrazyCircusOwO
<- By the way, that picture is for all you fan girls Remember...Smile. He loves it..
